THIS IS ONLY A UN EDITED ROUGH DRAFT... I HOPE IT HELPS PEOPLE UNDERSTAND...

Many evenings I make my way thru the beautiful country side visiting all of my favorite places to view the Sunset...While out on these drives I stumble upon many things...One of my most favorite discoveries are abandoned houses. 

Sunday August 3rd. While on a nice little cruise i was drawn to a patch of woods and made Lani slow down...i felt like there was something creepy about them, i visioned people running i wasn't sure why they could have been running too someplace, away from something chasing each other, i dont know, but it was what i felt i seen, if u understand that... Then BAM... there was a white house set nestled back inside trees and over grown weeds... I screamed stop stop... go back go back... Lani was like what... what... I told him I had to go back that there was a house I had to see it... We turned around went back and neither of us could see it... Go back Go back... so we turned around, yet again... This time we found it... I had him leave me out and go turn around... He did.. I make a video as I approach the house... I had a ankle length skirt and flip flops on and a terrible fear of snakes, but i tromped through the high weeds and got as close as my fear would let me get... I was looking around to the right, then as I looked back to the house AHHHHH.... something made me run...

 I ran so fast OMG... I didnt look back I just ran... I cannot explain the feeling it was beyond anything i have ever felt before in my life...Later that night I returned to the house with my friend armed for anything... protected from the evil i felt earlier... I had to know what it was, I had to go back... We went through the house, My friend was recording with her camera i was recording with my phone..the entire time we were inside. the house..The moment I got in the car i lit a cigarette and went to watch my video... GONE... VIDEO GONE...PICTURES GONE... uhh I was so confused ugh... irrrrr. I was even more intent on getting to the root of what the heck was going on.... The next day I went back yet again with my cousin... I made a EPIC video going through the entire house...ACCEPT I NEVER HAD NOT ONE DESIRE TO ENTER THAT CELLAR... OH HELL NO... AND U WILL LEARN WHY LATER IN THIS STORY...

The moment I got to the car my phone cut off... and guess what... my video and pictures were gone I made like 3 segments and took a butt load of pictures... gone... everything else still there... Weird...

I like to get the history of the property to get a better understanding, a feel for what it was like what happened there... I didn't get the information confirmed until today and with the video footage I have and pictures sliced and diced from that, and the shit I seen...I can make complete sense of everything now...

The Woman who owned this home was supposed to have been a mean woman...she did not like people and people did not like her. One Winter she fell outside and Froze to Death... Thus the very spot I stood in my video, That explains the pictures of the woman coming at me that I have that I have shared, and why I took off running...Some time after her death there was Satanic Cult and Rituals in the woods thus explains why I had Lani slow down in the first place and even found this house... There were Rituals held in the CELLAR, there is supposed to be satanic signs and at one time the remains of a goat were found there... Ok which explains why i had absolutely no desire to even really look at the CELLAR...

Do you understand now why I choose not to feel that shit anymore...

I dont care if you believe this or not...you can stop reading at any time...but i have had what some would call a "REALIZATION"... 
THIS IS THE FIRST I HAVE SPOKE OF THIS TO ANYONE...
We all know that I truly love going into haunted scary houses and old abandoned houses, and visiting legends and all that stuff... 
WELL I AM OFFICIALLY DONE WITH THAT... 
PLEASE IF YOU EVER EVER LEARN ANYTHING FROM A DUMMY... STOP MESSING WITH THAT STUFF....
OMG I HAD A PERSONAL NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE WHILE ON VIDEO... NO ONE CAN REALLY TRULY UNDERSTAND HOW THAT CHANGES THE THOUGHT PROCESS...WOW.... I HAVE BEEN GOING COMPLETELY BONKERS ON WANTING SO BADLY TO KNOW WHAT IT WAS THAT PUT THE FEAR OF GOD IN ME ...I WAS SO OBSESSED WITH RETURNING THERE NOW KNOW OF THIS PLACE AND I FEEL RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYTHING THAT MAY OR MAY NOT EVER HAPPEN... STAY AWAY FROM THIS PLACE PLEASE... SHE DOESNT WANT BOTHERED... I AM NOT GOING TO SHARE AT THIS TIME THE RECENT DEVELOPMENTS THAT I HAVE LEARNED ABOUT THE HISTORY OF THIS HOUSE...
ANYWAY... I AM CAPABLE OF MANY GREAT THINGS....SO IN ALL THIS I HAVE LEARNED.... I WANT TO DO HAPPY LOVING CARING GIVING SUPPORTIVE STUFF ... NOT PUBLICLY DISPLAY MY CURIOSITIES WHEN THEY COULD HARM OTHERS....
JUST SAYING... I AM OUT.... DONE...
I WANT TO GET MORE INTO THE LIVING....

Inside of a Haunted Abandoned House

 I RETURNED BACK TO THE HOUSE I RAN FROM YESTERDAY... HERE ARE JUST A FEW PICTURES I TOOK OF THE OUTSIDE AND INSIDE...

Part 2 of me running away from that house...

I was out for a ride looking for good sunset pictures and I came across this old house... I recorded what I saw... Holy crap, if you can slow this video down and watch it frame by frame you can see why I take off runnung... This is what I felt coming at me....

Take my hands... let me understand...
 all the pain i see in your eyes
the confusion that hides inside
ohh it aint so bad
when you see so many others sad
i can take your pain
put a smile on your face...
be the rock you need....
to  stand again....