I dont care if you believe this or not...you can stop reading at any time...but i have had what some would call a "REALIZATION"... 
THIS IS THE FIRST I HAVE SPOKE OF THIS TO ANYONE...
We all know that I truly love going into haunted scary houses and old abandoned houses, and visiting legends and all that stuff... 
WELL I AM OFFICIALLY DONE WITH THAT... 
PLEASE IF YOU EVER EVER LEARN ANYTHING FROM A DUMMY... STOP MESSING WITH THAT STUFF....
OMG I HAD A PERSONAL NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE WHILE ON VIDEO... NO ONE CAN REALLY TRULY UNDERSTAND HOW THAT CHANGES THE THOUGHT PROCESS...WOW.... I HAVE BEEN GOING COMPLETELY BONKERS ON WANTING SO BADLY TO KNOW WHAT IT WAS THAT PUT THE FEAR OF GOD IN ME ...I WAS SO OBSESSED WITH RETURNING THERE NOW KNOW OF THIS PLACE AND I FEEL RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYTHING THAT MAY OR MAY NOT EVER HAPPEN... STAY AWAY FROM THIS PLACE PLEASE... SHE DOESNT WANT BOTHERED... I AM NOT GOING TO SHARE AT THIS TIME THE RECENT DEVELOPMENTS THAT I HAVE LEARNED ABOUT THE HISTORY OF THIS HOUSE...
ANYWAY... I AM CAPABLE OF MANY GREAT THINGS....SO IN ALL THIS I HAVE LEARNED.... I WANT TO DO HAPPY LOVING CARING GIVING SUPPORTIVE STUFF ... NOT PUBLICLY DISPLAY MY CURIOSITIES WHEN THEY COULD HARM OTHERS....
JUST SAYING... I AM OUT.... DONE...
I WANT TO GET MORE INTO THE LIVING....